I need a car....

I've been too addicted to Spider Solitiare lately, it's so much easier then regular solitaire where you have to match up with colors. I terrible at Spider Solitire, so regular solitiare is a nightmare. I've never been good at puzzles.

I wish I had my own car. I hate the fact that I, as an eighteen year old girl, have no form of transportation at all. It really upsets me. If I ever have kids they are getting cars for their 16th birthday, whether that makes them spoiled or not I don't really care. I want to be unlike my Mom and have children who actually have more than just what they need. They should get a little of what they want every now and then. I'm on a high horse, I know I'm better than my mom. In the realm of things of good and bad I know this is something bad, but I just can't seem to get off the horse. I think I want myself to be selfish and bratty in this way because I know the one thing I will be in life is better than my mom. But as I was saying and before I ramble on too much and let you know just how much of a bitch I can truly be, let's talk about cars. I want a car, a car just to help me before I leave Washington.
It has to do with the fact that before I leave Alabama I want to drive around and say goodbye to everything, it sounds stupid and sentimental but I'm a stupid and sentimental person. Seeing as my mom has a car and I don't, this is not going to happen. I want to say goodbye to Alabama because it's beautiful. Despite how much I complain about redneck hicks, the hot weather, the anything else I still love this place. I'm going to miss it with a passion so much that I'll probably just burst over into a mess of tears after I leave. I'm going to be such a rollarcoaster then, I know I will be. I'll be happy about Washington and sad about Alabama.
But there's so much. Alabama has white sand beaches, Washington does not. Alabama has the amazing Munnicipal Park, and while sure Washington has amazing parks it does not have that one. Alabama has these incredible Meusems and other places that I was always forced to on fieldtrips when I was younger but never truly apprieciated. Now I apprieciate them and have no opportunity to visit them. Also, I've never walked around downtown Mobile. I mean, truly, I've only walked around a little during Mardi Gras but nothing much else. There's so much I need to do before I leave Alabama, before I leave this truly incredible place...but I can't, and the biggest problem has to do with not having a car.

I wish I was a cat. They are so carefree and lazy but fun at the same time. Oh, if I was a cat then indeed my life would be great.