I need to hire an elf

I swear, I need to hire an elf, or something. I need somebody that comes over to my house during school breaks and pesters me every five minutes until I do my work. I HATE school holidays, they give me the feeling of being of LSD. Espicially Spring Break, it has to be the worst. It's like a mini summer and because it's Spring Break you feel like you need to do things, such as go to the beach. FYI, I hate the beach. Have I gone to the beach? Yes. Have I done my school work? No. The only the even sort of productive things I've managed to do over this Spring Break are clean my room and film a few beauty videos. But I still need to write two research papers, do six pages in my French workbook, type up three chapters for my fanfics, and write 100 pages in my rough draft of my next novel. Not to mention, my room is messy again. Originally I was supposed to go with a big group of friends to the beach tomorrow but more than half of them backed out so the huge group turned into about five people...now I just feel like canceling the whole thing. In all honesty, I'd be perfectly fine sitting at home all day and doing my work. I'm a mega homebody, I love sitting at home. But I'm a person who gives into peer pressure too easily. My friends are doing things and I feel like I need to do things too. Facebook is murder, I mean why do people keep posting statuses about how they feel like a loser because they have nothing to do that day. Is there anything wrong with actually relaxing on Spring Break.....and doing your work.

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I'm just grumpy because I feel like crap because I've been traveling all day. I stayed at Marina's last night, awoke at 6 this morning, got into her truck and drove to Mississippi for her to audition for college band. We got there like two hours early so we drove around, searching for Walmart to kill time. Mrs. Marcia passed Walmart and didn't notice until about 20 miles past it. Now have I ever said, or even mentioned, how much I friggin hate driving around in a vehicle all day. I've never liked it, even when I was young. I think my breaking is usually about two hours in a car, after that I just can't stand it anymore. I feel car sick, I get cramped, I get sleepy, I try to sleep, and when I wake up I can always feel a headache coming on. Plus the whole time the sun is always too friggin bright! On the way home Mrs. Marcia took us on the scenic route, where we got to see awesome beaches in Gulfport and Boloxi, and she talked about her in high school. She had so much more freedom than us. I apprieciated it and it was really cool to see but the 'scenic route' took twice as long to get home. More time in a car means more time to form a grumpy Keshia. I tried not to complain, although I prob. did complain too much but it all honesty I could have complained alot more. I like to think I'm more respectable in front of my friends parents. As opposed to with my Mom, if she took me on this journey that we went on today I would have been whining for about the first hour on...now I'm just so tired, which makes no sense because for 90% of the day I just sat in a car. How does it tire me out?

And Marina, she made Perk band and won a 12,438 dollar scholarship. It makes me so proud...and a little jealous. I got to see most of her campus today and I definitly approve of it. But it still makes me a little uneasy, even though she's my best friend and I have lived with her for three months before I know she's not as an independent person as me. Not that she can't take care of herself, I know she can...she just seems like she need people. I can't imagine Marina alone, without people, without me. It'd odd, I can completely imagine myself without her. I'm gonna be totally lonely and spastic, I swear, in Washington there are gonna be a few moments where I might just scream. But I guess I'm supposed to worry for her, she is my best freind. But I am so proud of her. And now I don't have to hear her complain about how much college costs anymore :P