I currently have.....

.....15 days of school left. I suppose I should be getting all sentimental at this point. I am, but mostly when I'm thinking about what to write in someone's yearbook. Instead I'm thinking of all the things I still have left to do. I only have 15 days left of school but about 40 days left in this state, and boy, there's a mini bucket list waiting for me. A bucket list that has to be finished before I say goodbye to Alabama.

Show!

The last show of Midsummer Night's Dream was tonight. I can't describe how intensly I will miss the Alma Bryant High School Theatre Department and everyone within the show. Though this may not have been the best show Bryant has ever put on it is definitly the show where I have felt the closest to people. I will miss every single person in the show, even the annoying ones who I have wanted to smack half the time.

Challenges...

So I'v realized that I do NOTHING, and I mean nothing, on my facebook page. I get on for like twenty minutes each day, check stuff, and get off. So in order to cure my facebook immune disease I'm going to start challenges. So I'm going to do the 30 day video challenge and 30 day note challenge. I'm also doing the 100 day picture challenge. There is a 30 day picture challenge but since I like pictures the most I will do the 100 day one. But I'm extending this past facebook. I will do the note challenge and video challenge in here also. So each day starting tomorrow I'll post some little entry and a video. I'm also extending the 100 day picture challange to my Dailybooth. But I'm still doing all of them via Facebook.
So here's links to my Facebook and Dailybooth.

http://dailybooth.com/KeshiaLynn

http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=1692925517

School Holidays are like LSD.

I get tripped out. I can't clearly tell you what day of the week it is. I can't tell you whether it's night time or day time. Sleep has no meaning, nor does being awake.
And then you have to go back to school and you realize, damn, I did nothing over break but sit at home and stare at a computer screen.

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I get lazy over school breaks and forget the rest of the world. I can't wait to live on my own. Counting down the days.

Week Long Guilt Trips...

I really hate the level of my confidence. I mean, it really hits me when people younger than me have so much more confidence than me. Espicially those alot younger than me. I have a weird sense of seniority. I'm older, I more mature, I know more things. I should have the confidence that blows them away and yet I don't. And the fact that they have more confidence than me just takes another HIT at my confidence. You're young, niave, and wrong half of the time. Why can't you be like me when I was younger, scared of everything?
I feel like I'm wishing unfortunate things on other people.

Washington, hurry up!!!

French Class

For some reason I've always seemed to wonder whether there actual good people out there. I think too much, I know I do. There are plenty of nice people, those who like me, are kind but too perpendicular in their morals to ever be considered a good person. But I think you'll occasionaly find someone who is stupendous. A person who is just good without reason, they are just good people. It's not momentus, but I think I found one of those people. I may be overstepping my boundries, I just want to find a good person. Uggh....now I'm lost, I hardly know what I'm talking about anymore.

Stephanie Blake

"You...how do I contemplate you."

Patience is not something I have-I want to be done now. Isn't it old and lost?

Hats

C: I see you, can't you see me? Why are your thoughts different? Everyone else hides under comfort, they tell me it will all be okay. Liars. You tell me to get over it. You can be a serious bitch sometimes. But it helps. Helps me understand.

Why can't I be more than Keshia Mcclantoc?

5 more minutes....
Je suis anana!
-Adieu

Ciao